Dear A.,
The past few days have been rough and I feel foolish. Foolish for investing so much emotions in you and foolish for still hanging on to them. I just can't forget this so soon. I just don't understand why you refuse to talk to me or even give me a proper goodbye. Thanks for blocking me on msn. I found your new profile. You have new friends now. I wonder if you've blocked the other two girls you were close with too. I won't add you anymore, because you obviously want a fresh start and if you wanted me in your list you would have searched for me and re-added me. It's a little painful to know that you're online now, but that you're blocking me on msn so I can't speak to you. I've been suffering from depression. I think I just need that last message from you – a personal one – to just tell me why you're doing this and to say goodbye. I still feel like there's this hanging discomfort and confusion around the situation. I need closure. Pain. Pain. Pain.
Knife-in-heart,
The Girl.
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Comment by lauren — May 17, 2006 @ 4:37 pm
unfortunately ive been on both sides of these types of equations…if its any consolation, i hope you find closure and hope that you can get past this person and get rid of the pain quickly
Comment by nightninja56 — August 11, 2006 @ 5:51 pm
When you hit the bottom, you can’t go further down. I just hope everything will turn out OK.
Comment by gnillib — February 4, 2007 @ 11:50 am